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My vegetable love should grow. Vaster than empires, and more slow; An hundred years should go to praise. Thine eyes and on thy forehead gaze; Two hundred to adore each breast,But thirty thousand to the rest; An age at least to every part,And the last age should show your heart. This term is commonly applied to one who is learning any art or science from one distinguished by his accomplishments. Though derived from the Latin discipulus, the. Maximilien Robespierre, 1758-1794: Maximilien Marie Isidore de Robespierre was born, of Irish origin, at Arras, May 6, 1758. He was admitted avocat in 1781, and was. For, Lady, you deserve this state,Nor would I love at lower rate. Four Relevant Stories with Guru Janaka & Nachiketa – the Disciple. Posted by Ioana on 1. Raja Janaka gave realization to only one person, Nachiketa. It was a very slow process. One Guru gave realization to only one Disciple (out of thousands)`(quote: Synopsis of Felicitation Ceremony Talk , Delhi, India 2. Introducing King & Guru Janaka. This time we`ll find out more about Shri Janaka, the first Primordial Master to be studied at the Halton classes during the popular Sahaj Guru Game. Queen Sita was the beloved spouse of King Rama who embodied the ideal man as a son, a king, a husband and a father. Shri Mataji is explaining the connection with our chakras- subtle energy centers – and the powers that govern them. We present 2 excerpts from Shri Mataji`s lectures on this principle of evolution (Shri Mahalakshmi): Prophets & Chakras & Deities in. Pure Connections`Mahalakshmi is an incarnation of the Lakshmi, the power of Vishnu (governs the third subtle centre: Nabhi chakra). When in a human being the desire to rise higher comes in, the Lakshmi principle becomes the Mahalakshmi principle. Also at the time of the Prophets, Mahalakshmi incarnates as a Pure Relationship with them. Like Raja Janaka’s daughter was Janaki, means Sita.` (Shri Mataji, in Munich 1. Now, this Mahalakshmi has taken birth so many times amongst us. First of all there is a very close relation between the principle of Mahalakshmi and the Guru. In this relationship there is Love and Purity. As one of those relations Mahalakshmi took birth. Sita was Mahalakshmi and the daughter of Janaka.`(Shri Mataji, in Sangli 1. King Janaka`s Love for God: Shri Vishu- Shri Rama`When Janaka had seen for the very first time Shri Rama and Shri Lakshmana (the 2 brothers when they were children), he was curious to know about their identities , so he asked: “O lord of the sages, please do not hide anything from me, tell me who are these two children? The supreme Lord in whose thoughts my mind is completely engrossed, does the same Lord manifest in these two children? The effects which the red- legged partridge has on its heart after seeing the Moon, I am experiencing the same after seeing these two children”. King Janaka whose mind and heart was engrossed in thoughts of God, was impressed by the sight of Rama and Lakshmana. The thought of the unseen Almighty vanished from his mind and was replaced by the thoughts of Shri Rama. It was but natural because who would like to run after the unseen, if he is fortunate enough to see the . Janaka’s affection for Shri Rama was boundless. This is evident in the following incident: After marrying Sita, Shri Rama was on his, way back to Ayodhya along with the marriage procession. Janaka too came along with them to see them off. Dashrath requested him to return back to his palace. But, not willing to let Rama go out of his sight, Janaka refused many times. After repeated insistence of Dashrath, he got down from the chariot with tears in his eyes. He came towards Shri Rama and said: “O Rama, I do not have words for your praise”. Janaka had mystical love for Shri Rama which cannot be described in words.(from a sahaj material)Back to King Janaka: The Milk Story or Lesson about Detachment. Raja Janaka was a God- Realized King. He is teaching us to have detachment in any circumstances and have a pure attention based on dharma (inner religion and moral conduct) and the Spirit. There is a beautiful significant story shared and explained in depth by Shri Mataji, shared in Divine Cool Breeze magazine, Jan- Feb 2. You know King Janaka was called . Great sage Narada asked him one day, . I will tell you about it in the evening. Now, please do this little job for me. There is milk in this bowl. You take this bowl & come along with me. Please see that not a single drop of milk is spilled on the Earth. Then only I will tell you why I am called Vidheha’. Narada took the bowl & followed Janaka everywhere. He had to be very careful because the bowl was such that by the slightest movement the milk might have spilled. Didn’t you see anything? Narada said, “No sir, I have not seen anything”. Raja Janaka, `My child, likewise with Me, I also see nothing. All the time, I just watch my attention. Making sure that it won’t spill away like the milk.`“This sort of attention one has to develop: chitta nirod’. Nirod means the saving of your attention, so your attention should not be on saving money & worldly things and all that, but attention itself must be saved. As you watch your money, as you watch your road when you drive, as you watch your child, when it is growing, as you watch the beauty of your wife, or the care of your husband, all put together you watch your Self – your attention.”(Shri Mataji)Nachiketa`s Choice: Pearls or Self- Realization as Satisfaction“You should be very well dignified personalities. As you saw, Raja Janaka, he was a king and still he was so detached, that all the saints used to go and touch the feet of Raja Janaka. This is how you are tested, if you are money oriented you cannot get Self- Realization. This is a very important thing in modern times to understand. How to become Ascetic ?“. Now there is a confusion on this, very much. You think the one who wears a dress like a saint or an ascetic and who gives up his wife, family and runs away in the Himalayas, a ascetic, he is not. Because if goes and builds there a compound for himself with lock and key, then he is not an ascetic. He is ascetic from outside. But you become ascetic from inside. You are not attached to anything. Everything is there but you don’t get attached. I will tell you a story of Raja Janaka who was a great king in India. He was called as Bidehi – means an ascetic. And He was a king and whenever He went to any Ashram the saints used to get up and touch His feet. So one disciple of a guru got very angry . How can you touch His feet?” So the guru said that: . To Him it does not matter whether He lives in a palace or on the street. And he was very bold and he told him that, “How can you call yourself a king and also an ascetic, allow people to call you an ascetic?” So He told that, “All right, tomorrow we will go to the bath together in a river.” And He told him now you go into meditation. I am going into meditation. So the people came and told that, “Your palace is on fire.” Still He was meditating. Then they said that, “All your things are being burnt. Your children and families are running away.” Still He was meditating. Then they came and shouted, “Now the fire is coming here and all your clothes will be burnt.” So Nachiketa ran out of the water to catch hold of his clothes and to look after it. But He was still meditating. After sometime He came out and Nachiketa said, “Aren’t you worried about your palace being burnt, everything being burnt?” So He said that, “When you live in the realm of divine power, the Brahma, that looks after you.” (excerpt from a Public Program lecture by Shri Mataji – Rome, 1. September 1. 98. 3)Sword, Fire and King`s Saintliness“Like Raja Janaka, he was the king so he had to wear ornaments, he had to wear beautiful clothes, he had to do everything and when Nachiketa went to him he was quite surprised that my guru has sent me to this king who is wearing all kind of dresses and this and that and he also had a big function of dancing. Nachiketa said he’s not a saint. Why my guru touches his feet? Of course Raja Janaka knew what he was thinking about. He said, “Why have you come here Nachiketa?”. He (Nachiketa) said, “I’m here to get my self realisation”. Whatever you say I’ll do.`So Raja Janaka put a big sword on Nachiketa’s head and asked him to sleep. He couldn’t sleep at all. Then they were having a bath, he said come and have bath in the river, people came and told that theirs a fire and everybody is running away and Raja Janaka was in his meditative mood. He was just mediating quietly. Nachiketa got a little upset. Then they said the fires coming here and all these cloths are going to be burnt. So Nachiketa ran out and saved his clothes but still Raja Janaka was meditating. Then they came out and Nachiketa found that nothing that was burnt was there. It was just an illusion for people. Then he realised what was wrong with him, that he was doubting the divine power itself. The one who was Janaka, who was a king was not bothered about his own powers, these are what? So this is for tradition, the style. I don’t know if you have heard the story of Raja Janaka . Raja Janaka was the father- in- law of Shri Rama. This Raja Janaka was a king and all the saints use to bow to him, so one fellow asked his guru, “Why is it you bow to this king? He is a king and what is so great?” He said, “He’s the only one who can give realization and he’s so high.” So he sent one of his disciples — his name was Natchiketa — to Raja Janaka. Raja Janaka told him, “No, you can ask anything, but I’ll not give you self realization.” He said, “No, sir, I must have it. But I want to know about myself.” So he said, “All right.” So first he took him with himself to have a bath in the river. I mean, many tests he took, but lastly. And there he was having his bath while people came and told that “Sir” — he was meditating. He was in thoughtless awareness, just enjoying himself. And they came and told that “Your palace is on fire.” Still he was meditating. Then they came and told him that “Now all the family’s running away from the palace.” Still he was meditating. Then they said, “The fire is coming here and will burn everything that you have.” Now this fellow ran out and he clutched his clothes because he thought, “This will be all burned.” But he was still in meditation. And there’s nothing important to me.` Shri Mataji: `So the Detachment is within. You don’t have to announce it. It’s something that you do everything. As I knew, I am a grandmother, I’m a mother, I’m a wife, my husband was holding a very big position, all that. The findings were posted to the bio. Rxiv. org preprint server on 2. March. 1 by Dario Valenzano, a geneticist at the Max Planck Institute for Biology of Ageing in Cologne, Germany, and his colleagues. So- called . But the new first- of- its- kind study examined the effects of 'transplanting' gut microbiomes on longevity.“The paper is quite stunning. 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The turquoise killifish (Nothobranchius furzeri) that Valenzano and his colleagues studied in the lab inhabits ephemeral ponds that form during rainy seasons in Mozambique and Zimbabwe. Previous studies have hinted at a link between the microbiome and ageing in a range of animals. As they age, humans. The same pattern holds true in killifish, whose gut microbiomes at a young age are nearly as diverse as those of mice and humans, says Valenzano. They first treated the middle- aged fish with antibiotics to clear out their gut flora, then placed them in a sterile aquarium containing the gut contents of young fish for 1. Killifish don’t usually eat faeces, Valenzano notes, but they would probe and bite at the gut contents to see whether it was food, ingesting microbes in the process. The transplanted microbes successfully recolonized the guts of the fish that received them, the team found. At 1. 6 weeks of age, the gut microbiomes of middle- aged fish that received 'young microbes' still resembled those of 6- week- old fish. By contrast, gut microbes from older fish had no effect on the lifespans of younger fish, Valenzano and his team report. Immune system effects. Exactly how microbes influence lifespan is hazy, Valenzano says. One possibility is that immune systems wear out with age, allowing harmful microbes to out- compete more beneficial bacteria. A microbiome transplant might, then, reset a middle- aged fish’s microbiome. Components of a more youthful microbiome could also promote longevity by somehow influencing the functioning of the immune system itself, Valenzano adds.“The challenge with all of these experiments is going to be to dissect the mechanism,” says Jasper. He also wonders whether an individual’s own microbiome, sampled and preserved early in life, can extend its lifespan when reintroduced later. 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